And all i could do is to give her a bon voyage msg..

Gone are the times when i can send her off and bid her good bye..

But then again..how i wish i had nvr said goodbye to her..so we won't have to part..

Life has never been better after all these months of nightmare..

but it's a pity that u ain't here to share the joy i'm having..

and to make it best.

It happened in the interchange..
i was walking back home from the interchange after a tired day.
i walked past a blind man.
i noticed him.
but what i failed to notice is he's walking towards a pillar and gonna bang into it.
and when i noticed it..and wanted to stop him..
it's too late..
It's nothting serious actually..it's juz a light knock into the pillar..
But somehow that scene just hurt me..
and im sad that i couldn't stop him in time..

im also sad that y am i having such feelings..
because i see no point being good..
nobody will ling qing anyway.

But i guess that's just the natural me..
-sigh-

Few days ago..i lost the left footed side of my favourite orange havaianas..and i thought..it is a sign telling me that when something is lost..it can never be found back again.

But today..i found back my favourite orange watch which i lost it months ago..i was very delighted. And at the same time..what's more impt is that it's a sign trying to say that the above statement is not totally true for all is not lost yet..as long as one is determined to find it back.

Everything happens for a reason.

I saw this on my friend's facebook..and i thought it is something to think about..
Here it goes..

my thoughts on friendship : if i don't call u..will u call me?

Have u?

Will u?

I'm really trying very hard to learn..

learning very hard to move on..

I've heard it many times before.. and each time i see a msn chat window/sms alert/call..

i'll secretly pray for it to be u..

but somehow u have seemed to vanish into thin air.. 

xin sheng..

Just back from work..

Getting really tired..

both physically and emotionally..

Im just too tired today..

but i just want to make this post exist simply because no matter what happens..

u are still in my heart.

tml is the day..sighz

She wants me to respect her decision..

They want me to follow their decisions..

But who..

who's gonna listen to my decision..