Im just too tired today..

but i just want to make this post exist simply because no matter what happens..

u are still in my heart.

tml is the day..sighz

She wants me to respect her decision..

They want me to follow their decisions..

But who..

who's gonna listen to my decision..

When will all these posts ever stop?

I guess it will just go on forever..

I hope not..let's leave everything to fate.

Girl,

did u know that im a fool for u..
my eyes don't see anybody but u..
u have no ideas of my true feelings..

I will not be appearing in your days..
but my memories will always be full of drey..

As you're walking past me..
there is a feeling that touched my heart
Even though it's all over between us
but I can't forget about you..

Every day I'm thinking about you
every night I dream of nothing but you
but I know that it's all over between us
alone once again,crying for you
alone once again,missing for you
baby,I love you,I'm waiting for you

I'm thinking about you every day
my heart is hurting in all these days
did you know that I'm a fool for you
alone once again,crying for you
alone once again,missing for you
Baby,I love you,I'm waiting for you

I will learn to be your friend..i will learn to move on..
but one thing i will never get to learn..is how to stop loving u..

i will wait..
maybe u think it's not worth it..

i will wait..
maybe u think it's silly..

i will wait..
maybe u think it's pointless..

i will still wait..
because i believe.

And this moment i know it..

U are the only one in my heart..

& will be the only one..

be it the past..present..and future..

no mattter what's gonna happen..

u will be the only one..

I can delete away the video as u want me to..
I can delete away everything from my com or hp if u want me to..
I can delete myself away from ur fb if u want me to..

But there are things that can never be deleted..
memories of us which has been kept tightly in my heart..

Every words in this song sings out the feeling from my heart..

I do not know if u still reads this..
Im feeling very lost..
Many question marks in my heart and i dun wanna keep guessing anymore..

It's the 199th day since we know each other.
I thought we are able to meet up and sort of welcome the 200th day.

But one reply from u just turn everything off. Are u really that busy? That u aren't free for the whole week. Or is it that u just don't want to. Few days ago when i asked u..u still sounded ok..but ur msg sounds so cold now.

You've said just be friends, but do u really treat me as one? I'm feeling worse off than a hi-bye friend. It's like if i nvr msg u..i will never get to hear from u. Even when in MSN, we ain't talking.

Are we even friends? Is this called friends?

U always ask me to delete all the msgs and records from my hp..I know u are afraid of things to happen..i understand. But do u know know that these are the only little memories i have left to feel from u..and u are asking me to take them away. I told u it's safe. That's because im carrying the phone with me all the time. Do u know there's another reason behind holding on to the phone with me all the time? The reason is u. I hold on..hoping everytime the phone rings..it's from u. I know it's impossible but i still do so..everyday..without fail.

I waited in vain.

I can't take it anymore. Remember the msg i sent u before u left for hongkong? Im still waiting for the answer. This has been a knot in my heart and i really want to know the answer. I really want to now why u are behaving like this when on my part, im trying all my best to make u fall back. Is there nothing for u to treasure in this relationship of ours that u can bear to let go just like this?

I just want to know the answer..a honest answer and not a white lie..even if it's the ugly truth..

did u hear me girl?